AGRAVAKI.   𝖺𝗇 𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐭 / 𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝗋𝗈𝗅𝖾𝗉𝗅𝖺𝗒 𝖻𝗅𝗈𝗀 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝐧𝐚𝐤𝐚𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚 𝐜𝐡𝐮𝐮𝐲𝐚 𝗈𝖿 𝖻𝗎𝗇𝗀𝗈𝗎 𝗌𝗍𝗋𝖺𝗒 𝖽𝗈𝗀𝗌.   low   /   sporadic activity   &   highly-headcanon based.   𝗉𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗌𝖾 𝚁𝙴𝙰𝙳 𝚁𝚄𝙻𝙴𝚂 𝖻𝖾𝖿𝗈𝗋𝖾 𝗂𝗇𝗍𝖾𝗋𝖺𝖼𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗀.   ( 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐃. )

𝗂𝗍 𝗂𝗌 𝗍𝗁𝖾  𝐜𝐫𝐮𝐞𝐥 𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐭   𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖿𝖾𝖾𝖽   /   𝗂𝗍 𝗂𝗌 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝖻𝗎𝗋𝗇𝗂𝗇𝗀 , 𝗒𝖾𝖺𝗋𝗇𝗂𝗇𝗀  𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐝   .

[beastlit]

i don't fear the enemy. i don't fear the pain. what is fear is that I'm alone … solitude scares me. at the orphanage, solitude was the norm for me. BUT NOW, THIS SAME SOLITUDE SCARES ME. [ i wish there was someone fighting at my side. ] anyone would do. somebody …

BEASTLIT: a private, medium-low activity writing blog for n.akajima a.tsushi of bungo stray dogs. [ adored by vic since twenty twenty. ] personals do not interact.

[rpstartersinc]

* 𝐇𝐁𝐎'𝐒  𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐓  𝐎𝐅  𝐔𝐒  /  𝐄𝐏  𝟏  &  𝟐.

feel free to change pronouns / wording!  spoiler warning.

• “ and that’s your biggest worry? ”  
• “ i presume the prospect of a viral pandemic keeps you up at night as well? ”
• “ you like saying no. ”  
• “ billions of puppets with poisoned minds. ”  
• “ i was gonna make you birthday pancakes. ”  
• “ how old are you again? ”  
• “ gonna have to wear diapers soon. ”  
• “ you’re still alive, you old fucker. ”  
• “ your t-shirt’s inside out. ”  
• “ can’t tell you how exciting it was listening to that fucking conversation. ”
• “ i was gettin’ worried. ”  
• “ i was thinkin’ we’d make some cookies. ”  
• “ i don’t know why i talk to her. ”  
• “ you locked the door for once, good job. ”
• “ you got me a present? ”  
• “ i don’t hear anything. ”  
• “ that was lame. ”  
• “ i put the change back because i’m an honest thief. ”
• “ it’s the thought that counts. ”  
• “ don’t fall asleep. ”  
• “ wasn’t my fault this time. ”  
• “ help me. ”  
• “ get in the truck! ”  
• “ you killed her. ”  
• “ we’re gonna be brave, and we’re gonna get outta this. ”
• “ are we sick? ”  
• “ there’s nowhere to fucking go! ”  
• “ i got you. ”  
• “ can you run? ”  
• “ you keep your eyes on me. ”  
• “ we’re gonna get you somewhere safe first. ”  
• “ hey! no one told you to move. ”  
• “ are you alone? ”  
• “ how did you get this? ”  
• “ it’s okay. you’re safe. ”  
• “ well, the more you shoot people, the harder it is to sleep, i guess. ”
• “ you want ‘em or not? ”  
• “ fucking fireflies been blowing shit up all week. ”
• “ it’s easy to make a mistake in the dark. ”  
• “ i’m not asking you to say anything. ”  
• “ how about we just let it go? ”  
• “ you gonna keep me here? kill me? ”  
• “ i give you my word that he won’t hurt you. ”  
• “ i’d like to go home and drink ‘til my face stops hurting. ”
• “ they’re shooting at us. ”  
• “ i’m not a firefly! ”  
• “ people are gonna come looking for me. ”  
• “ let me out or you’re gonna pay, motherfuckers! ”  
• “ i’m not supposed to be here! ”  
• “ you can’t be serious. ”  
• “ there are worse things than infected out there. ”
• “ i got jumped by a couple guys. ”  
• “ it’s a miracle you’re alive. ”  
• “ it’s a miracle any of us are alive. ”  
• “ i was in fedra lockup all day. ”  
• “ i need you to take a breath. ”  
• “ we’re gonna find out, quietly. understand? ”  
• “ i would very much like for you to hurt him. ”  
• “ our people are asking what’s going on, and i don’t know what to tell them. ”
• “ rebellion takes time. ”  
• “ is this real? ”  
• “ keep it quiet. ”  
• “ you tell me to ‘look for the light’ and i’ll break your jaw. ”
• “ you’re not scared. ”  
• “ why did you stop them? ”  
• “ i won’t tell anyone about any of this, i swear. ”
• “ you were safe there until you decided to sneak out. ”
• “ why won’t you let me go home? ”  
• “ i wasn’t expecting it. ”  
• “ you can’t be stupid like this. ”  
• “ obviously didn’t take ‘fuck off’ for an answer. ”
• “ gimme my knife. ”  
• “ it’s our business to know things. ”  
• “ you’re the cause of it. ”  
• “ we don’t smuggle people, sorry. ”  
• “ i know what’s out there. ”  
• “ what are they capable of? ”  
• “ you trust her? ”  
• “ your watch is broken. ”  
• “ you mumble in your sleep. ”  
• “ i’ve never been on the other side of the wall. ”
• “ look how dark it is. ”  
• “ but you know where to go, so we’re gonna be okay. ”
• “ holy shit, i’m actually outside! ”  
• “ you stay close, and you follow my lead. ”  
• “ i’m not sick! ”  
• “ i should fucking kill you! ”  
• “ i apologise about your lunch. ”  
  
• “ is this bite from a human? ”  
  
• “ so they’re still out there… ”  
  
• “ i have spent my life studying these things. ”  
  
• “ i’m not infected. ”  
  
• “ i think what really impressed them was the fact that i didn’t turn into a fucking monster. ”
  
• “ there’s not gonna be anything bad in here? ”
  
• “ better them than us. ”  
  
• “ i’m gonna talk to you like you’re an adult. ”  
  
• “ fuck you, man, i didn’t ask for this. ”  
  
• “ can i have a gun? ”  
  
• “ i’ll have to thrown a fucking sandwich at them. ”
  
• “ they hit most of the big cities like this, they had to slow the spread somehow. ”
  
• “ whatever, i snuck in. ”  
  
• “ you got some balls on you, sister. ”  
  
• “ people like to tell stories. ”  
  
• “ have you heard of books? ”  
  
• “ i don’t know how i was supposed to know that. ”
  
• “ you’re a weird kid. ”  
  
• “ you try climbing ten fucking floors with our knees, see how you feel. ”
  
• “ where’d you learn to do that? ”  
  
• “ no more questions about me. ”  
  
• “ was it hard? like, knowing they were people once. ”
  
• “ you step on a patch of cordyceps in one place, and you can wake a dozen infected from somewhere else. now they know where you are, now they come. ”
  
• “ you’re not immune from being ripped apart. ”
  
• “ from this point forward, we are silent. ”  
  
• “ well, i didn’t shit my pants, so… ”  
• “ how about you just take the good news? ”  
  
• “ is it everything you hoped for? ”  
  
• “ our luck had to run out sooner or later. ”  
  
• “ i never ask you for anything. ”  
  
• “ save who you can save. ”  
  
• “ i’m not going with you! ”

[death-420]

hey, nice meeting you. lol... on second thought, *my boss theme plays* i’m going to end you

Anonymous asked:

PRETTY BOY

“   H - HA ??!!!???   ”

@floraye   :   “If you and I were flowers, we’d have a budding romance.”   /   unprompted asks.

glass clatters   ,   a stumble in response till sudden declaration.   an awful pun   ;   seriously terrible   —   &   yet still does it make his heart stupidly flutter.   head shaking   ,   with cheeks tinted red does he focus on filling the cup up with water before holding it out for the other to take.   “   not the shittiest pick-up line i’ve ever heard.   ”   gaze avoidant   ,   seat taken next to the other with a curt nod towards glass.   “   focus on soberin’ up instead of talkin’ more   ,   ‘kay   ?   ”

@saturnbled   ,   dazai   :   this was the ONE thing i told you not to do.   /   this meme exists somewhere.

crimson upon ivory   ;   mona lisa smile grim in a grave of fireflies.   atrophy marked by the press of a sleeve till lip   ,   smearing ichor astray from their own lips.   they could do without the headache   ,   shrill detonation of reprimanding tone that has a scornful glare descending upwards to match the likeness of their partner’s stare.   so they were early   —   fed up with the small talk   &   jumped into the fray a bit too soon.   a kick to the teeth from some cowardice nobody was an easy price to pay for the satisfying snap of the fucker’s neck in return.   it’s null shock the other is allergic to declarations of gratitude.

“   oh i’m so ashamed   —   how ever will I live with myself knowin’ I fucked up ya terribly crafted bullshit   ?   ”   sardony doused in kerosene   ,   fringe flicked astray from obscuring mismatched hues with a breeze of short laughter.   “   wah   ,   wah   ,   wah.   cry about it.   ‘less ya wanna tell me y’ knew the asshole was just buyin’ time fer the fuckin’ calvary 'ta show up   ?   ”   irritation quelled with a huff   ,   “   in that case do me a favour 'n walk over here so I can strangle ya fer the unnecessary ambush.   ”

@moonhund   ,   jono   :   “we can’t stick around here , let’s go .”   /   some meme.

“   eh   ?   ”   change of script   ;   torn parchment where ink dries.   this isn’t apart of the plan   —   a faulty contingency sweltering under a steadily rising inferno.   though they aren’t one to stray from the beginnings of a fight   ;   to look death into the eye with scorn upon an otherwise voidless visage is the uncanny default of their condtioning.   yet   ,   the urgency of the other’s tone is enough to have their gaze drifting   ,   hilt of sword released   &   stance altered   —   a grimace in place at leaving a mission incomplete yet they comply to follow in his stead.   “   fleein’ like some third-rate cowards   ,   pathetic.   ”

[ttoya]

Nakahara Chuuya ✩ S4 OP

just thinking about the first time someone tried to give c.huu a high-five & all he did in return was stare at their hand before awkwardly raising his own cause ?? what the hell is going on / what is this ??

[agravaki]

beastlit.

that had been surprisingly easy.   atsushi had been expecting a far louder resolution,   perhaps some broken glass, or a smashed cafe table. THE WAY HE SLUMPS INTO HIMSELF IS ALMOST COMEDIC.   [ atsushi thinks he looks like a bit like a snowman relieved of the burden of staying upright in the summer sun. ]   there’s an easy smile that uproots the corners of his lips as gloves hands come to pat at his pocket, because:      ❝   let me pay you back for   …   ❞      and a pause,   because:      ❝   um   …   i didn’t bring my wallet.   ❞

generosity   but a snot-nosed parasite.   a token of which has them almost retching.   there’s no point in prolonging this interaction   ;   it isn’t as if they’re acting from a shard of goodness in their heart or whatever crap logic would say other wise.   it’s merely to get the other outta their hair as quick as possible.   “   workin’ fer a dump like the agency   ?   ha.   don’t bother.   ya probably barely have ‘nuff ’t spare as is.   ”   indifference disuaded by curiosity   ,   a sigh to prelude lingering inquisition.   “   what about you   —   ya pickin’ up anythin’ fer ya'self ’t eat   ?   ”